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First update:
Mitderm Grades-
Two A’s: American Government and Survey of European Modern World History
Two B’s: Historical Methods and Solar System Astronomy.
Fuck the Astronomy course. I almost have an A (it's an 88.8 B). But because 9/10 quizzes had 3 questions (so fail one question, fail the quiz) I am pretty sure that’s why I don’t have that A. The wording of the questions suuuuck. Like there’s tons of extra credit but I have to do it because I want all A’s (there hasn’t been a true major assignment in Historical Methods so I’m like “meh”).
Yes, I'm upset because I would love to regain a scholarship. It pays for 15 credit hours of courses. It's enough for me to get a lot of free money coming to me.
Second update:
I essentially have a job, just waiting on a call. One person in HR is OP.
Third update (the reason why I'm making this journal):
So I've been very dissatisfied with my writing. I know I'm good, but I feel as though I write and restart so much that it's as though I can't complete anything. Nothing new, always had this issue. But I think that it means I haven't learned enough. Since it's before NaNo (and I attempted to participate and only gotten like 1k words each) I have time for preparation. I will probably write something new. Or I'll update the old (again). Perhaps I'll show practice, like I've been trying to. Characterization. Settings. World Building. All of that. I can't make a promise (because of my spiel on midterm grades and how I will work soon) and because I'm bad with updating to begin with. But I can try, at the very least.
And I'll write a couple of reviews and rewrite the Ava's Demon one.
So... perpetual bullshit kept me from going into the area for six and a half hours.
Because of high school kiddies.
Okay, so my friend purchased a group ticket for me and the group leader collected all the tickets on Thursday. Problem was the organizer of the facebook group didn't get those tickets and it left me and a friend of mine in limbo waiting on them. I made it known I was pissed (may have went too far with some language) and a bunch of high school punks ganged up on me.
So my friend suggested we go to a large shopping mall just to visit a specific store (Niko Niko) and we did end up finding neat little things at other stores. And found Teavana, a lovely tea place. Like you can order loose tea leaves by the ounce and they're extremely good.
Okay, so I promise I didn't kill people. I wanted to, but my friend gave me an offer. We both found this poster we liked but she (of course) buys it. If I didn't do anything bad/negative, I would get it. Well, the main person who organized the group tickets gotten everyone to kinda go "look, some of these people are my friends. You're both in the wrong. Say sorry, if you'd like. But know that I allow EVERYONE in here in this hotel." I decided that I was waiting for six and a half hours to go to this convention and it wasn't even worth the energy to explain to them that they were telling off not only a college student but a disabled chick (look, when someone fucks with my schedule, dear god I can get so stressed).
But eventually I came in.. at 5:30 pm. And I went to a panel I wanted to, gotten some art, which I will find out the artists for the ones I can and update this to let people know.
Blades by fevereon
one example of what I purchased, I was given webcomic information and I want to determine the artist of someone who I bought alice and an alice with a mad hatter.
So I've been attempting to handle college and all sorts of things that decided to pop up.
Like birthdays.
Car breaking down (it's fixed)
eating out with friends and family
Anime Weekend Atlanta (AWA) coming up (And I will take photos).
And college. Especially college.

My writing is a little restricted. I'm sort of holding back on going too fast but at the same time I'm debating on publishing things that I know won't become canonized in my original stories. Sorry but it's to deal with how I do want to publish and publishing on here is considered "previously published". So I'm like "Well, I'm changing everything up already so I'm okay... unless I update."

We'll see how things go.

Ellowyn poem

My heart that pines for the knight so valiantly
Who’se generosity spreads tranquility
Grandest of all Christian paladins
Sure he is with his javelin
I so wish he would be my champion
As he is upon the Caspian
It is there he stops the Infidels
from storming upon our Citadels.
My grandest of all desires
kindling longer than a fire
is that the grand knight Alastor
(who presents the highest qualities of chivalry)
continue being the supreme challenger.
Kind hearted Alastor, with locks of jet
shall begin to notice my silhouette
as I write songs praising his name
to show that we are one in the same.

poetry assignment 1
I was never one for poetry. So the assignment was to write as if I was a fair maiden and write on a chivalrous (or not so very) knight. I did have two characters I based it on so I was like "I want to post this". This would fall under court poetry, I guess (to explain the category, it does technically follow a form to the best of my knowledge).
I have no idea what grade I got on it.
:icondark-toonix: I will do this because I know you IRL and we don't get to chat a lot.

the 10 random facts thing:
1. I like most desserts, but I will eat strawberries over any dessert.
2. I don't like slice of life manga.
3. If I was to take a vacation, I would go to Canada.
4. I don't like movies, not because of the time but because my attention span cannot handle most movies. If I like a movie, it means I REALLY like a movie.
5. I absolutely hate coconut and will turn my nose at anything if I even smell it.
6. Most times for me to do things I absolutely hate, we have to be close friends.
7. I am a music fanatic, to where I will seek out bands from other countries
8. While I am awkward socially, I do take my time thinking out what I should say.
9. I have to have a covering over my pillows or I can't sleep.
10. writing may be a small hobby, but I do hope to publish

1. What is your favorite video game or series (if you have one)?
I would argue Final Fantasy games. I like the mechanics of most of them. Most people already know I absolutely hate Final Fantasy 13 (I could write an article on it :stare:) My favorite would be the FF 10 and 10-2... considering I shelled out the money for the HD Remastered Limited Edition of those games. Hey, it came with pretty concept art.
2. Why do you draw/write?
A mixture of for fun, practice, and because I want to publish. More of "publish for fun and for people to read a new story" instead of "publish for money"
3. How do you sleep? (wild? pretty? in a weird place?)
I mentioned the pillow thing but I sometimes don't sleep too well. Because of a developmental disability, I don't produce melatonin correctly. The solution is to take melatonin supplements but... I've found that if you are depressed, you're not supposed to take them. So it's either a. take them and feel so depressed you want to die or b. don't take them, don't sleep too well, but otherwise be fine.
4. What profession do you do or want to do? (so nosy of me!avii request :paranoid:)
I want to be an archivist first, a historian second. I just love history. (I don't want to teach because 1. I wouldn't survive 2. I don't really think I can teach to anyone in the k-12 level and 3. It's not really within my main interests)
5. If you RP, what style do you use most?
I have RPed and I've done shorthand, paragraph, and regular novel style. But I do admit, I'm very rusty.
Joker: Goes a little like this *dances*
Paragraph- (short paragraph, just to get the general idea)
Joker: I mean, you can get a couple different ways of it...
Joker suddenly decides to leap up in the air to make an attempt at touching the stars. As one would expect, he fails and lands painfully on his butt.
novel style-
Isaac sighs, resisting the urge to slap his own forehead. Why, he wondered, was he always surrounded by such foolish people? Maybe it was the Gods way of insulting him, because of a grievance he could barely understand. "Joker!" Isaac calls, "Stop this nonsense!"
6. What is your most used word or phrase?
Depends on where. Here it's a "Oh my God :stare:" irl I tend to go "what do you mean I did it again?" or some variation or otherwise I will use chat lingo elsewhere (I especially like Kappa on Twitch)
7. What is your favorite season?
Fall. Not too hot, not too cold, and limited pollen that screws with my sinuses.
8. Do you have any plushies?
Sadly no, I want some though.
9. What is your favorite genre? (like romance or action)
Okay I say I hate romance, but it's a major guilty pleasure of mine.
10. Would you like to live near the oceans, mountains, or plains?
Oceans. I love the beach.

not writing questions and not tagging people, this is purely me telling my friend she can be angry at me later.


A college student who occasionally writes and plays games. League of Legends is under same username, all lower case, NA server
current projects:
reviews (will be one at least once a week)
agency (ch 4 plus prologue for one character)
Infected (reworking, ch 1 up, some chapters in scraps)
Pandora (ch 5)
Updates about two times a week

latin quote: ab uno disce omnes. From one, learn all.

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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding Stare to your collections. I'm happy that you like the piece :la:
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sivousplay Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
thanks so much for the :+devwatch: ... I truly appreciate your support!
Matt-Bain Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  New member Student Digital Artist
:pc: Thanks for the Faving of my Bloodrayne illustration :highfive:

Why not float back quickly and leave a comment letting me know what you like about it? It's nice to talk :D
DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for adding my work to your collection.
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Kodomina Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the fav dear :iconmonkeythumbplz:
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